AlexToolStudio 2023-12-30 19:32:06

Wait you gonna kill yourself? Or you just dead to this website?

AwesomeDude360 2023-12-30 20:03:14

I will always be here for you, Brianna ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I will never give up
Never let the bad things control me
I will always love ❤

U are Special
U are my favorite,

U
Are
AWESOME
Dude

Please don't go SlushiePop, I'm gonna miss you so much, I'll never forget about you

Marc-Ant 2023-12-30 20:31:20

Please, don't do this. If you are still there, know that it's not too late to change decision and call a hotline from the nearest location you live in. I know you are living difficult times, but know this won't solve anything and will only make it worst. Plus, you have so much to live for. Know that they are people out there who care for you, who love what you create and can help you resolve the problems in your life.

nebssik 2023-12-30 21:47:31

I sincerely hope that you will return one day when you are ready

SpicyMarsh 2023-12-30 22:15:57

I hope you can find some help and not do what you're considering doing. You were a very special light on this website, and it'd be sad to see you go like this. ❤️❤️

snazzyhopper 2023-12-30 23:42:06

Thank you for all the art you've shared here, i hope life treats you well with whatever you decide to do next

XANDER-OFFICIAL 2023-12-31 06:42:49

Please don’t do what I fear you might be doing, I remember getting that notification like it was yesterday, you were the first person to comment on my art on my first account and that encouraged me and kept me going, Heck you even scouted me. You were the person that pushed the domino for me and You are without a doubt one of my favourite artists and people on this website, even on the internet too! You are probably one of the reasons I come back here just to see what cool stuff you made! And unfortunately if my fears are true (I hope not) here’s my last message to you.

Thank you for everything Brianna.

KhaosKitsune617 2023-12-31 12:00:57

rest in peace.

sackboy963 2023-12-31 16:46:58

I'm not completely sure if we're thinking the same think, but for now let's say we're both thinking of "Option S". Now I have thought about that option in my earlier years, hell when I felt I was at the bottom of my barrel, I thought I was nothing but a complete nuisance and there was nothing else left for me in my life, so I went for that option. But before I could attempt my option's method, the one person who stormed in and stopped me, was my own mother. When she found out what I was doing, she broke down in tears, and for a few days she slept on my sofa in the same room as me, as a way to watch over me and making sure I don't try again. I could never forget the expression on my mother's face when I almost attempted it, and ever since then I kept that expression in mind and my mother stopping me as a reminder on the consequence of choosing Option S.

I don't know if you still keep in touch with any family members of yours, but you should know there should be people who would be very disheartened, friends (NOT JUST online but people you've met in-person) and family, if you cut off contact with life, that's what I've learned. I don't fully know nor understand what you're going through personally, and I may never will, but believe me I know the feeling of depression so deep there seems to be no hope or faith in the future, and it's a very sucky feeling. I'm around your age and I still sometimes have the thought that there may be nothing in my life in the future, but as for someone that has experienced being at my lowest point, I just continue to face it head on, take those hits, and keep moving. Do I still have thoughts of Option S? Yes, but less occasionally than before because I keep myself busy with work, helping or spending time with my family, or finding the time to spend with my hobbies (drawing, writing, gaming, etc.). Personally, I don't know if I still have a future, but now I'm focusing on how I spend my lifetime in the present

My personal thoughts now are since I have hit my lowest point, what else is there to lose? I don't have to be shy or close-minded, why not take some small risks, trying new things and changes, be more open-minded, hell a little bit more communicative or social? This month I went hiking to take a picture of a very high scenic spot, and I have a fear of hiking on hillsides or mountains, not to mention high heights! Why stay so cynical or pessimistic all the time when it bothers others, upbeat yourself and make yourself more energetic, because you've already made people you know feel ashamed of you so why still be afraid of embarrassing yourself? Why close yourself from short or long timed social gathering, those people may not be around for long so take in the moment and join in when you're not busy! (Sorry, this talk is something I personally gave myself nowadays)

You can take a break from not only Newgrounds, but the whole Internet from leisure browsing for a while. But how to properly take care of your health physically and mentally is of your choice from here on. Some beginning suggestions I could think of for anyone would be road trip, working out your physical health, or trying or learning new things, but again it's up to you on whether how you want to restart your life.

SullyGuille 2023-12-31 20:40:17

Hey Brianna! Just know that you shouldn't feel pressured to pursue art or even be happy, those things can't be pressured into, and you should know that your backgrounds inspired me and made me try to be a better artist, you have made many great things and are as worthy of life as everyone else ❤️❤️❤️

(Maybe even more worthy of life, you are pretty cool)

AwesomeDude360 2024-01-01 06:39:27

He's right, you don't have to do this

AwesomeDude360 2024-01-01 06:41:00

Please don't go, don't do it

Krystalizr 2024-01-01 11:08:08

Hopefully you will return to Newgrounds someday (and are not planning on suicide), and can continue inspiring younger artists who need it.

fe3l1ngsk1lledd 2024-01-02 03:24:58

Don't go, everyone loves you.

I love you too!

boredagainsrsly 2024-01-05 12:24:46

If it means disconnecting yourself from the internet as a whole, do not pull that trigger, crash into that tree, or push down with that knife.

Ferbun 2024-01-06 19:58:06

I really admired your art and your weirdcore style. Your unique looking backgrounds really inspired me. Everybody cares about you (including me), and I really hope you're doing alright :(

MantleM 2024-01-06 23:07:58

Really fucking hope whatever was attempted here didn't go through and this person is just taking a long time to medically recover. If this person's family can, they should really post an official update on this account; this is really disheartening to see.

BitBunzips 2024-01-08 12:17:13

pls don't give up on life... there's still much more to do and see, plus lots of people here support you! there's never a too late, and everyone will always accept you back. God gave you a purpose and you have yet to fulfill it... idk if you already did it but I hope not. just, try to live on...

dreartopified 2024-01-30 01:34:32

i'll miss the time where you replied to my post

RetroCroww 2024-02-01 22:49:35

This really hurts to see, I hope nothing ever actually ended up happening. I didn't follow this persons art much but they left a comment on one of my first pieces of artwork that helped inspire me to keep drawing. Godspeed to Brianna's friends and family.